As the time passes....i felt as if i am getting weaker n weaker each sec.....sigh.....my fingers can hardly bend....i am really v v tired..nv had i felt this way in my whole 21yrs of life....that i have to depend on counter pain medicine to apply on my shoulder almost every single day. i am tired....really v v tired....dunno how long could i take all these that i am having right now. only left 1 week plus to go...and i am done with all these fucked up stuff that i am doing......somebody save me!!!! i am freaking fucking tired...really v v v tired....sometimes i wished i could just drunk myself and just sleep all the way.....but i would be sad to wake up the nx morning knowing that everything remains the same agn. sigh......i hate feeling this way. i miss my holidays.......i miss those slacking times......but whenever it comes to that day....eventually i knw i will get bored after one or 2 days.....oh gosh....why am i torturing myself now? arghhhhhh i am soo freaking stress over soo many stuff...projects..Projects...n MORE PROJECTS....all passing up in 1 week plus.......somebody out there~!!!!! just kill me!!!! i am left with Zero power...Zero strenght....Zero freedom....n worst of all ZERO LIFE~~Sigh...cun take all these longer....not even just for a sec....can someone kill those fucking lecturers in sch? as they only knw how to say..n ask us wat to do...but nv have they thought of..it is THEM who made us in this state. they are the one who took soo fucking long to approved on wat our major projects. and they are still blaming us that we didnt start early to do them. whenever i see them...i simply just feel like SLAPPING them right on their fucking faces....they deserved to be slapped.......n SLAP REAL HARD!!! I HATE THEM TO THE COREEEE.....ARGHHHHH.......get me out of here!!!!!!!!! somebody!!!!!! Im feeling really weak n sick......i could even tear in any min time for now...its not that i am sad...but because i am tooo freaking stress...n hardly can i feel anymore.....i felt like a no life person with piles n piles of work load yet to be done.......sigh....take me to paradise somebody....I NEED A LONG LONG BREAK.......or can i say...I REALLY WANT A LONG VICATION....JUST FOR THE SICK OF MY BODY...because i think they have been tortured enough.....and its time....for them to have some rest....at this point of time....i truly misses mrs teo....how i wish she would be here every single moment. den i could just hug her....and she would dote me as if im a big baby....ok i am a big baby to her everytime....i miss u my darling....i miss u very much......i knw i haven been speading enough time with u.....i will de ok? after all these.....we shall ENJOY THE FRUITS OF OUR LABOUR TOGETHER~smile...muackz.......
Paradise......take me there...NOW!!!!~~
Paradise......take me there...NOW!!!!~~