Suddenly..i felt a sudden sadnesss within me. im moody...but what can i do..sigh...thousands of drawings waiting for me to draw.......piles n piles of projects yet to be done...tell me ppl......how can i not be stress.....just drank 2 cans of beer. dunno why i have tat sudden urge. just felt as if everything is falling on me. how i wish she was beside me every now n den, i miss her soo much. i knw even how stress i am, but when i saw her face, everythin would just go fine. has been qurreling now adays...n tat makes me more stress...i dun wan to...i seriously dun wan to argue at all. sigh.....but its my fault la...hai...its always my fault. sometimes it just makes me hate my self more n more. i love her very much, and i hope she would know......there is nothing more important that her in this world of mine. ever since i set eyes on her, i just knw that she's the one. whenever im down, she would cheer me up just by listening to her voice.....i miss you.....sigh....i dun wanna qurrel anymore. i wan us to be happy....just be happy. there is sooo many projects yet to be done....but whenever we qurrel....i jus felt really sucky...although i will still continue with my work...because i have to....my mind is all about her. it has been really long ever that we havent been hugging each other to slp...and i seriously missed it very much. i knw now that i am loaded with sooo many projects, i cun really spend time with her. but i wan to..i really want to....i felt really bad whenever she had to spend her off days...at home with me. just by watching tv...hai...im sorry my darling.....i didnt meant it...but ive go no choice hope u understand....i seriously misses u more than anyone in this world....i wan u to be with me every now and den. do u knw? sigh.......good nite my darling...really hope i would be able to see u tommor.....i love u soo much..muackz......huggs tight...=if i could have this kiss forever=
