I fucked up my day today.....sigh...wat a bad day i had....shouldnt have gone to the group critics..which suxz to the core...its a fucked up world....im sooo fucking stress... WAT DOES U LECTURERS WANT ME TO DO? FUCK YOU BOTH...im left with 3 weeks for my major project...n i fucked it all up today.....when they critises the first slide of my power point, at tat moment i almost wanted to close everything n tell them tat was the end of my presentation...but i didnt...i bear with it with all my strenght....to finnish the whole fucking presentation...which suxz to the core~~~ really to the core...i dunno why i cun seem to speak when i was there...everything was just stuck right in my throat....n they cun seem to come out...ive already prepare for it...but when i was there....nth was out....am i a failure?ive got the thoughts of quiting just now...which was really bad.....everything was good...but for tat project suxz the most...wat can i do? i really dunno...they ask me to buck up on my drawing skills....for now..i simply regreted in joining this course....im serious...even my friend had regreted soo much...i should have join video or something..atleast i wun be stuck here...sigh...the min i reach home...i cun seem to slp...it seems like everything is falling dwn on me....i thought i did well,,,but i was wrg...sigh...im sooo fucking stress....these few days all my effort was into the waste...im depressed....soo depressed.....it seems like im all alone in this world..n i was the weird one...am i? can i make it for this semt? i really dunno.....arghhhhhh......im running out of time....n they still had soo much to talk about for my project...wat the fuck u ppl wan? n today while iwas presenting, friend told me tat one of the clasmate was actually laughing at me...like i was sooo fucked up like tat....ccb...fucker.....she wasnt tat good anyway....FAT ASS BITCH....BACK OFF!!! i already had a bad day.....when i heard of tat..i was even more pissed....i didnt even laugh at her work when she had mistake or wat...btu she have the cheek to laugh at mine.....everything just pisses me off today...it wasnt a good day after all...everything suxz.........n guess wat..i kind of vent my anger on my gal just now...felt bad....she is n pain n i still msg her like tat...sorry babe....sorry for those hash words....sigh...i seriously dunno wat the fuck am i doing today....everything is just crashing dwn on me...which i really hope u would be there....i wanted to tell u sooo much...all my probs i had in sch...but sadly.....i cun.....u must take very good care of urself k....if still pain...eat pain killer or sth.....i love u lots....hugs tight...
THE DAY SUXZ SO MUCH.....JUST SOO MUCH....
THE DAY SUXZ SO MUCH.....JUST SOO MUCH....