I freaking shaved my head.....suddenly i just went dwn n take a cab to far east just to shave my head.....omg. ppl say im insane..but who cares...i think im having too much stress le...i need a relief..n indeed...i did...i do felt tat i had a relief..it seems like everything has came str8 to the point to me...tat wat ever shit i said just now at the previous blog..was kind of bull shit....i felt like changing soo much of stuff...but forget it...watever i write...its writen there already...i read the email once agn...n i start to think carefully...i wasnt being a good bung after all...i thought she was the one tat doesnt care for me....but who knows...i might be the one tat dun care about her...sigh..i look like a prisoner now actually...but its quite cool...as after i shaved my head...i can actually see things clearly...n think hard...i may look bad..but im not...im still friendly ok...anyway..she didnt msg me till now...i just msg her..hope she's feeling well...everytime say wanna shave..always didnt go....because im afriad of this n tat...f0or wat...why soo much worry...just go ahead n do it.....sigh...i miss her....collecting her present from the shop tommor...hope she would be there to receive the present...if not...its not really a good 1 yr actually..sigh...there is just soo much things in my mind...tat im gonna do step by step....to let everything goes smooth....i've got soo much plans for tommor...but im afriad i wun be able to fulfill all these le...sigh...tc babe...i love u soo much...muackz get well soon k...drink more water...eat medicine...
