Why cun she tell me wat happen...when ever we had arguments...sigh...she is always in silent whenever she find faults about me....hai~i dunno wat to say...im upset about it...life isnt tat easy for me after all....ive got soo many things on hands..but i still do thought of her even when im busy...i know she told me she like sweet secret's cakes....chocs flavoured....i didnt know is which one...so i bought all the chocs cakes i could see in tat shop....i have already thought if she didnt wanan meet me today, i would just send it over to her house....but she agreed to meet me...n she bought dinner over too...well..we had some shouts at the living room just now..just some shouting...tat is totally nonsense..but she got pissed...becos..i didtn went dwn to fetch her..which i used to do it in the past...but baby~ u know i love u....sigh...i was checking out those dise...n u always calls me when u were at my door step...i'm thinking mayb e i took her for granted for tat...sigh..im sorry babe~ n she thought i dun appriciated her food n stuff...but u know i do babe~ sigh...i seriously do...i wanted to give u a surprise for the cake...n im glad u were happy about it...but now...when u leave, i really dunno wat i did to spoil ur mood...sigh..i really didnt mean to...im sorry if i did something to spoil ur mood...baby...pls....pls tell me wat i did...sigh...u wre always in silent whenever we had arguments....or when u were not happy about something...but can u pls tell me!!! sigh....i love everything of urs...but i dun like it when u always keep urself alone whenever we had arguments....i wanna know wat i did wrg n stuff...i can changed....i can dun repeat the same mistake agn....just if u tell me wat u r unhappy about...sigh..i dunno why...i know u were stress over ur work n stuff....so am i baby~ pls....i thought if how u will be feeling.....so think of mine too babe~ dun always keep quiet whenever u were unhappy about my actions or stuff can? i hope u could really understand how i feel....happy working tommor evening....i love you lots....missing you~
