The Reason Is You

Went fishing today.... no catch at all... but one of the bro caught a small stingray... but we let it off in the end... im slightly sun burn... dunno why today... i keep having the feeling that i might feel emo when i get home... hhmm... tats sad actually.. because i really cun control it anyway..... im letting nature to take its own cause... msg her just now... cos i thought of her... wondering wat she is doing and have she taken her dinner yet. but got to reply... well.... i have to be realistic and face teh reality that she is not longer mine anymore... and she has the choice to reply me or not... sigh... why cun i just get over everything... its soo hard....just soo hard gal... but im trying.. im really trying... im wondering what to get for her on her birthday..... normally for the past few yrs... we would organize small trips....just getting out of this country would be the best gifts of all.. but now.. i really wonder what to get....Sigh... actually.. sometimes i wonder am i happy or not... its like.. i miss u sooo bloody much in times... but i restrain myself from letting u know.. its very sad in times that i have to delete those msgs that i wanted to sent to u in my drafts... there is soo much to say in there.... but i dunno whether u should see it or not...sigh... so i delete them away in the end.... i even sleep with my phone still on the page of msg that i wanted to type to u..... sigh... i wonder when will i stop writing about you in my blog.... arghh... in times.. it just get soo hurting to write,because it makes me soo sad.... Sigh... heartaches.. i read ur msg today when im fishing... i ask myself.. this r/s is broken already right? Is there anymore possibilities of fixing it? The ans is again.. I don't know... Sigh... eugene.... Concentrate on what you need to do now..... hai.. this is what i keep saying to myself... but gal.....Sometimes....

I JUST CAN'T SEEM TO GET YOU OUT OF MY HEAD......... :____(

Good Night..
Sweet Dreams....
Hugs Tight..
Pats...