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Its 2.48am in the morning... just bathe come out... rush for art works agn n agn... im tired... ex these few nights... have been rushing bro's wedding vid and photos plus designing other art works... im exhausted... editing is still in process now.. but i need some time to free myself for now... looked at ur comments.. my heartaches when i know that you cried to sleep that night.... sigh... its like i wanted soo much to be there for u at that moment.. but i know i cun.... Sigh.. its been soo long... we broke off 2 months plus le..time flies right? but seriously these 2 months makes me have alot of thoughts.. i wonder in times why all these happen so sudden... and those wonderful times when we are together... remember in the past? i use to ask u whether u remember wat happen when we first met... etc... and you always say i keep repeating myself... now.. i dunno everything just keep flashing in my mind... how i know you... how i met you... how we use to date.... how we stay in town and just watch ppl walking along the streets... movies... meals... holidays... everything gal... just everything.. i ask myself why all these must go... why didnt you choose to wait for me? the ans is.. I Don't Know.. everyone is just a guest in our lives.. its only whether how long will they stay in our life... if one day they choose to leave what can we do right? I am glad that you would like to celebrate your birthday with me.. thanks for giving me the chance... i dunno how we react when we saw each other on that day..but i hope everything would turn out well... even though we are not together anymore.. the least i hope is to make your day on that day... and let you feel happy with me once again... even if its just for a day.... i hope it goes well... really goes well.. can i send you home? i mean its been so long ever since i send you home...right to your door step...just like how i use to...SIgh... i feel like forgetting whatever have happen on that day when we meet... i miss you.... i dunno why although in times.. i tried not to miss u... it always fail... cos i still think of you....that night.. i sleep with your photos infront of me actually... and i teared... i was looking str8 at ur face...i can never forget those wonderful smile.. even now when i edit my bro wedding pics.. i saw pictures of me and you... Sigh...
Sometimes i dunno why i still think of all these.... but its soo hard to get it out from my mind... just so hard... sigh... suddenly im speechless again.. i guess i better go continue with my editing ba... shall blog again if i feel like later...
Good night gal ..... Sweet dreams k?
I hope tonight.... you are not crying....
Hugs Tight... Pats.....