(Pardon me for this post....because i can't control myself....Im emotional now i guess...Just let me say what i wanna say..)
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I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE......ARGHHHHHH.....
I'M CRYING RIGHT NOW......
I MISSSSSS YOU~~~~~~SHOUTS...
CAN YOU HEAR ME????
Ah Dear...........Sobz......Tears.........
I misss you sooo much........why must all these happen.....Sobz.....
Why you force me to go........why???
I tried sooo hard to be strong when you left......
I tried sooo hard to stand up....really stand up.....
I'm in pain!!!!! Sobz......Im really in pain.......
I'm looking at the pics that we took b4.....
And im crying like hell........
I thought the tears are gonna stop.....
But they came soo sudden that.....it did not end at all....
Sobz.....
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Why?? why God....Dear God? i thought She and me prayed to you b4?
We said to you that we wish that you could let us be together? let us love each other more and more each day?Sigh....Why now God Why???
Tell me....why am i hurting sooooo much.......
i cannot tell anyone.....
all i can do is to write them down in words here.....Sobz.....
I MISSS YOU SOOOOOOO DAMN FUCKING MUCH KAREEN TAN!!!!!!!!
But i also saw those flash backs of me working sooo hard in sch etc... but you doing this behind me......
IT BREAKS MY FUCKING HEART!!!!!!
SOBZ......ARGHHHHHHH
SHOUTSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
Somebody get me out of here....
I've never love someone soo much b4......
I've never give soo much to a girl b4.....
GOD!!!!!! SHOUTS!!!! WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
"WHY MAKE ME A GAL AND NOT A MAN?"When you know sooo clearly that i like girls......
Sobz.....
Its soo unfair.....sooo unfair......
Sobz.... heartbreakssssssssss
Ah dear.........Ah dear..........when i call out ah dear....Tears just came flowing down my face........Tears.......
Its been soo long that i cried like that....why? ah dear why?
Why make me choose this path?
You know.... when i apply for the jobs.... it hurts soo much....
I am hurting soo much till the extend that i feel that i need to break free.....
I FELT NUMB......and decided to choose my career first.. if i go...den maybe i wun have time to think all these anymore....Sobz....im heart broken u know... so heart broken....Sobz....
Ah dear.... you left me when i needed you the most you know....sobz....
I Still remember that i am soo sick..... but i still make the effort to go dwn your house to wait for u...n write letters...... but all ur msg back to me just breaks me into pieces... until...im feeling numb....you made me feel numb ah dear....SObz.....
I wanted you sooooo much.......just sooo much......\
I CAN'T FORGET YOU KAREEN TAN.....
ITS SOOOO FUCKING HARD.....SIGH
AND MY HEARTACHES SOOOOO MUCH......REALLY SOO MUCH.....
Remember the vows i made to you....i msg u twice?
The Zhang bo zhi movie?
Sobz.... I TYPE IT WITH MY HEART YOU KNOW.......
Its all here.......(My heart)
it hurts.......Im hurting...... Why must it be you?
Why make me go for others? and allow others to enter my life?Sobz....
Why? why are there sooo many why? Sobz....
I'm listening to the song now.... 背两个人的债....
I felt heartaches....
Flashes of how everything started and how everything ended is all around me......
I no longer cook anymore u know...... i no longer really cook something for anyone any more....
When you ask me to move on.......and when i know u are with him.....
And dun want me anymore....Sobz.......
You killed me.......I'm killed.....at one go..... Sobz....
You choose Him....Over Me......SOBZ.... Someone who loves you more than anything else in this world......Heartaches....
I pity myself soo much......Because i love you sooo much......
I Didnt even see you the last time....
If i know that day...was the last time i could held you.....
I WISH I NEVER LET YOU GO......SOBZ.....HEARTACHES.....
(It breaks my heart whenever i felt emotional.....I'm Sorry to be like that.....and write like im going nuts... i guess i just need to break free from the things in my mind......whenever i am feeling like this.....emotions just come and go for me...sigh....thats what a blog is for right? for us to spill out all the Happiness...pain.. and sorrow.... Sigh... )
I Need to Move On With My Life Now......I will go for my career now.... the rest....I don't want to think about it anymore......Sobz....
Good Night My Dear.....My tears finally stop le..... i need to rest......... Heartaches..... (Its Just Another Sad Love Story.....)
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:""""""( LOVE HURTS.....DUN THEY?
...........................................................
I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE......ARGHHHHHH.....
I'M CRYING RIGHT NOW......
I MISSSSSS YOU~~~~~~SHOUTS...
CAN YOU HEAR ME????
Ah Dear...........Sobz......Tears.........
I misss you sooo much........why must all these happen.....Sobz.....
Why you force me to go........why???
I tried sooo hard to be strong when you left......
I tried sooo hard to stand up....really stand up.....
I'm in pain!!!!! Sobz......Im really in pain.......
I'm looking at the pics that we took b4.....
And im crying like hell........
I thought the tears are gonna stop.....
But they came soo sudden that.....it did not end at all....
Sobz.....
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Why?? why God....Dear God? i thought She and me prayed to you b4?
We said to you that we wish that you could let us be together? let us love each other more and more each day?Sigh....Why now God Why???
Tell me....why am i hurting sooooo much.......
i cannot tell anyone.....
all i can do is to write them down in words here.....Sobz.....
I MISSS YOU SOOOOOOO DAMN FUCKING MUCH KAREEN TAN!!!!!!!!
But i also saw those flash backs of me working sooo hard in sch etc... but you doing this behind me......
IT BREAKS MY FUCKING HEART!!!!!!
SOBZ......ARGHHHHHHH
SHOUTSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
Somebody get me out of here....
I've never love someone soo much b4......
I've never give soo much to a girl b4.....
GOD!!!!!! SHOUTS!!!! WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
"WHY MAKE ME A GAL AND NOT A MAN?"When you know sooo clearly that i like girls......
Sobz.....
Its soo unfair.....sooo unfair......
Sobz.... heartbreakssssssssss
Ah dear.........Ah dear..........when i call out ah dear....Tears just came flowing down my face........Tears.......
Its been soo long that i cried like that....why? ah dear why?
Why make me choose this path?
You know.... when i apply for the jobs.... it hurts soo much....
I am hurting soo much till the extend that i feel that i need to break free.....
I FELT NUMB......and decided to choose my career first.. if i go...den maybe i wun have time to think all these anymore....Sobz....im heart broken u know... so heart broken....Sobz....
Ah dear.... you left me when i needed you the most you know....sobz....
I Still remember that i am soo sick..... but i still make the effort to go dwn your house to wait for u...n write letters...... but all ur msg back to me just breaks me into pieces... until...im feeling numb....you made me feel numb ah dear....SObz.....
I wanted you sooooo much.......just sooo much......\
I CAN'T FORGET YOU KAREEN TAN.....
ITS SOOOO FUCKING HARD.....SIGH
AND MY HEARTACHES SOOOOO MUCH......REALLY SOO MUCH.....
Remember the vows i made to you....i msg u twice?
The Zhang bo zhi movie?
Sobz.... I TYPE IT WITH MY HEART YOU KNOW.......
Its all here.......(My heart)
it hurts.......Im hurting...... Why must it be you?
Why make me go for others? and allow others to enter my life?Sobz....
Why? why are there sooo many why? Sobz....
I'm listening to the song now.... 背两个人的债....
I felt heartaches....
Flashes of how everything started and how everything ended is all around me......
I no longer cook anymore u know...... i no longer really cook something for anyone any more....
When you ask me to move on.......and when i know u are with him.....
And dun want me anymore....Sobz.......
You killed me.......I'm killed.....at one go..... Sobz....
You choose Him....Over Me......SOBZ.... Someone who loves you more than anything else in this world......Heartaches....
I pity myself soo much......Because i love you sooo much......
I Didnt even see you the last time....
If i know that day...was the last time i could held you.....
I WISH I NEVER LET YOU GO......SOBZ.....HEARTACHES.....
(It breaks my heart whenever i felt emotional.....I'm Sorry to be like that.....and write like im going nuts... i guess i just need to break free from the things in my mind......whenever i am feeling like this.....emotions just come and go for me...sigh....thats what a blog is for right? for us to spill out all the Happiness...pain.. and sorrow.... Sigh... )
I Need to Move On With My Life Now......I will go for my career now.... the rest....I don't want to think about it anymore......Sobz....
Good Night My Dear.....My tears finally stop le..... i need to rest......... Heartaches..... (Its Just Another Sad Love Story.....)
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:""""""( LOVE HURTS.....DUN THEY?
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