(A SAD LIFE)
Its depressing to face a break up. Every r/s just meant so much to us. "We" as in the masculine side...why do we have such depressing life...sigh.... people often say....as long as they are happy.. they will be contented already. is that really true? i dun think so.... sigh... our love, our life...infact every single thing... is unfair to us... we have been marginalized... even the recent news about Repeal 377A has already give us a conclusion...WE ARE BEING REJECTED...not only from love ones....or family...but the WORLD..SIGH..
IS SEXUAL ORIENTATION OUR FAULT? ARE WE WRONG TO EVEN CHOOSE OUR SOME ONE TO LOVE? we dun wish for any pity....all we wanted is just someone who we could hold on to for the rest of our life... why can't you people understand?? We bungs are transsexual... what is wrong with transsexual anyway? aren't they human beings like everyone else as well? Don't we at least deserve some self respect... the world is unfair to us... we did not choose to be marginalize.. but "YOU ALL" are the one who put us inside... WHAT CAN WE DO DEN? we just remain silent, for it is what we can do by the end of the day. it is so depressing to be ourselves, we have been outcast by everyone in this world... i do not want to clarify this very clearly, but passive and bung have such a huge difference... no matter what, passive are still feminine and if one day, they have made up their mind to turn str8, what can we bung do? again...we are speechless... we can't do anything anymore.... we are masculine, but do u think we have a choice? everyone is able to choose what they want or don't want... but for us.. we don't. we live in a world full of hate... no one likes us... no one believe in us. they look down on us.... they think that we are nothing but some kind of weirdo... and we have been force into a society..where "WE" are not able to to make the choice to leave.... what is marginal society? why must we be marginalize at the first place? so what we are homosexual? are we wrong to even choose our own life? when you all say leave... you all leave.... what about us? have you all ever step into our shoes and think? the answer is "NO" you all didn't.. all you all care is about yourself.. all you all bother is whether your future depends on a man.. and definitely not a woman. someone who wasn't able to go to party, functions..or even have a decent meal with your family. come and think about it, by the end of the day..isn't it that the companionship means the most? we might not be able to give you what all men can give you all.... but believe me, ALL MEN CAN'T GIVE YOU ALL WHAT WE GAVE YOU ALL AS WELL.... and i am very sure... there is a lot more they can't give.... if now we can say nothing last forever... den don't come and tell me once you all got married with a guy will... if will, what is divorce den? i feel so sad...for as we have done nothing wrong to deserve all these.... nobody is right or wrong... but at least.... just a little respect from you all.... we "WILL" be contented... we are already been marginalize without own will.... at least a little self respect will be deeply appreciated. i believe no one is born to know everything in their life, they will not know whether are they gonna be a lesbian,gay or even trans gender.. DON'T JUDGE US WITHOUT EVEN BECOMING PART OF US. give us some time and let us prove. We are human being as well... we all have a heart... but the sad thing is...our heart are always meant to be broken.. WE "ARE" MEANT TO BE ALONE... we are nothing much.. but a piece of dirt that..even if you all walk pass, you all won't even give a damn about us. and we were to live our life, with full of break ups to handle...sigh
lastly.. what can i say after all? It is just another SAD LOVE STORY i guess....
(GIVE US LIFE)
(Note: I am not having any break ups... just been through all these... and somehow felt it is a "NEED" to spill them all out which i feel so much better now. Hopefully the r/s of mine would be different. WE DON'T NEED ANYTHING.... JUST LOVE/CHERISH US..THESE IS ALL WE ASK FOR....)
Its depressing to face a break up. Every r/s just meant so much to us. "We" as in the masculine side...why do we have such depressing life...sigh.... people often say....as long as they are happy.. they will be contented already. is that really true? i dun think so.... sigh... our love, our life...infact every single thing... is unfair to us... we have been marginalized... even the recent news about Repeal 377A has already give us a conclusion...WE ARE BEING REJECTED...not only from love ones....or family...but the WORLD..SIGH..
IS SEXUAL ORIENTATION OUR FAULT? ARE WE WRONG TO EVEN CHOOSE OUR SOME ONE TO LOVE? we dun wish for any pity....all we wanted is just someone who we could hold on to for the rest of our life... why can't you people understand?? We bungs are transsexual... what is wrong with transsexual anyway? aren't they human beings like everyone else as well? Don't we at least deserve some self respect... the world is unfair to us... we did not choose to be marginalize.. but "YOU ALL" are the one who put us inside... WHAT CAN WE DO DEN? we just remain silent, for it is what we can do by the end of the day. it is so depressing to be ourselves, we have been outcast by everyone in this world... i do not want to clarify this very clearly, but passive and bung have such a huge difference... no matter what, passive are still feminine and if one day, they have made up their mind to turn str8, what can we bung do? again...we are speechless... we can't do anything anymore.... we are masculine, but do u think we have a choice? everyone is able to choose what they want or don't want... but for us.. we don't. we live in a world full of hate... no one likes us... no one believe in us. they look down on us.... they think that we are nothing but some kind of weirdo... and we have been force into a society..where "WE" are not able to to make the choice to leave.... what is marginal society? why must we be marginalize at the first place? so what we are homosexual? are we wrong to even choose our own life? when you all say leave... you all leave.... what about us? have you all ever step into our shoes and think? the answer is "NO" you all didn't.. all you all care is about yourself.. all you all bother is whether your future depends on a man.. and definitely not a woman. someone who wasn't able to go to party, functions..or even have a decent meal with your family. come and think about it, by the end of the day..isn't it that the companionship means the most? we might not be able to give you what all men can give you all.... but believe me, ALL MEN CAN'T GIVE YOU ALL WHAT WE GAVE YOU ALL AS WELL.... and i am very sure... there is a lot more they can't give.... if now we can say nothing last forever... den don't come and tell me once you all got married with a guy will... if will, what is divorce den? i feel so sad...for as we have done nothing wrong to deserve all these.... nobody is right or wrong... but at least.... just a little respect from you all.... we "WILL" be contented... we are already been marginalize without own will.... at least a little self respect will be deeply appreciated. i believe no one is born to know everything in their life, they will not know whether are they gonna be a lesbian,gay or even trans gender.. DON'T JUDGE US WITHOUT EVEN BECOMING PART OF US. give us some time and let us prove. We are human being as well... we all have a heart... but the sad thing is...our heart are always meant to be broken.. WE "ARE" MEANT TO BE ALONE... we are nothing much.. but a piece of dirt that..even if you all walk pass, you all won't even give a damn about us. and we were to live our life, with full of break ups to handle...sigh
lastly.. what can i say after all? It is just another SAD LOVE STORY i guess....
(GIVE US LIFE)
(Note: I am not having any break ups... just been through all these... and somehow felt it is a "NEED" to spill them all out which i feel so much better now. Hopefully the r/s of mine would be different. WE DON'T NEED ANYTHING.... JUST LOVE/CHERISH US..THESE IS ALL WE ASK FOR....)