Its 2.32am now..time to zzz...after talking to bro. hhmm....a nice gal for him finally..hope its nice la...although didnt see her b4. but by hearing how she talks to my bro...can feel that she is starting to like him. think my face is getting rough dunno wats wrg. anyway alot of things happen to me lately. just quit my job, i mean my internship job. it sucks to the core pls.. at first say it was 1500...den the 2nd month say wanna charge by projects. wtf...i has an argument with my uncle actually...n i can tell u....he seriously sucks..if its not for my family...i think i won;t even bother to say sorry. because he is not worth at all. hate him! arghhh such a stingy piece of shit.everyone said i was dumb, i did 10 over art works in a month. n if its for them....10 over art works is a 2 months job. wtf....hai...but wat to do....wat is done...is done...for the 2nd month..whenever i go office, i ask them weather have any other projects, they said no....den now wanna blame me...wtf....they are all ass hole la pls.... but i can tell u ppl....after this incident, it dif makes me more determine to be a successful person. and RICH as well..... because one day, i will make them feel what i have been through.... life is a circle.. there would dif be retribution. if its not his turn for now....then it might be his nx generation. i cun take it....it seriously sucks. dunno why i somehow felt sad for myself. i actually teared quite alot when i know about my pay, because i somehow felt that what i did is dif not worth... i put in soo much....but in the end this is wat ive got. i felt sooo cheated.... sigh.... whenever i thought about it, my tears just cun stop falling.... imagine, even when im schooling...i still goes dwn the office every friday... n i work till 6 plus am for them...but i got all these shit...fuck... cheateddddd really cheated....and guess watits my own family...own teo family....goodness...i ask mummy...."mummy...why does my heart feel pain?" she say because i was being betrayed. and being betrayed by someone close....sigh... but anyway, i told that fellow right over the phone that i was really disspointed...since he change his promises, then there is no way that i should be mr nice anymore...fuck care him...i felt soo fucked up when i have to say sorry....arghhh.... but mummy say...we shouldnt be soo bad tempered....but i can tell u...i didnt even shout......n his voice is like without the speakers, u can listen to watever shit he says over the phone...so who is shouting? who is the rude one after all? i was dam piss la....but anyway i wun have to stand all these anymore..because i told him....I QUIT! that office is just soo fake.... nobody is true at all...so wat for stay in a fake company....when everyone pulls ppl nose n carry the boss everywhere? i hate it....fucking company.....hope daddy n bro get out of there soon.... its a nightmare there.. nobody should go at all. ppl back stabbing each other....still act as if nothing happen.... the worst thing when i called back n tell the china gal that i have quit, she still have the face to ask me for the designs on my hands. i told her str8 off the phone that i wun be giving the van designs to her. ask her go find other designer to do...i dun give a dam..... i can give her another one of my design since it is already done. actually i dun even feel like giving as well.....hai... im soo fucked up.....ppl.. NEVER WORK FOR OWN FAMILY....U WILL DIE PLS..... PISS TILL DIE.... so my advise.... strive for sucess on wat everu are doing now......get into a good company.....n save more money...open ur own shop..be ur own boss....den nobody can do such evil stuff to u at all..... arghh....say all these also tu lan...forget it.....i think i better end my blog here...orelse it wun be over.... im looking at the brighter side now...so dun give a fuck about it......get a life! arghhh PISSSSSSSSSSSSSEEEDDD
