Had a car accident on christmas...wat the hell right....sam was admitted to the hospital...so as my gf....sam hurt her arms n head.....my gf hurt her back bone.....n me...i hurt my shoulder..n some internal injuries....at tat point of time.....i am actually facing death i guess....the whole car over turn...n guess wat...the worst thing is...it was my father's car......n in a few hrs time...he is gonna be back.....n he will know about this....im dead..im in a dead meat for sure.....i dunno how to face him...i felt tat i hurt my family for wat ive done..i shouldnt have took his car keys....i really shouldnt...the glasses shuttered all around....n i was without my shoes at tat point of time...n stepping on those glasses...n seeing wat is happening in the van....all these is gonna be a nightmare for me...for the rest of my life..i will nv forget at all....seeing sam under neath me....seeing me gf bending dwn n carry her str8.....letting her not to get hurt...but stilll the car over turn....agn...n the impact was soo huge tat i got to let my gf off....sigh...was brought to the hospital....n gf got to stay for a night....sam as well.....at tat point of time...i really felt sosoo afriad...tat i might loose anyone....i dun even care weather is there any briuses over me....although im kind of covered with blood...seeing my baby....in such pain..makes my heart hurst sooo much....just soo much..she tear..becos she was in pain.....she even tear when i got to go....without her...asking me to come see her everyday...but fortunatling...she could be discharged the nx day....n just got to take medicine...i hope everything would go fine for her n sam.....sam is still in the hospital....i really dunno how...she is under going a small operation later...cos still have a glass inside her body...which has to be taken out......i felt soo bad la....its tta bloody taxi fault la....fucking taxi...n we got ppl who had seen the whole thing...n they say we were not in the wrg at all......its the taxi fault..he was speeding at tat time....n he knock out back...n we over turn.....n he is alright with his passenger in his car.....fuck right....arghhhhhh.......my dad is gonna kill me.....after a few more hrs time..i would be doom.....soo dead......until i dunno how...i really dunno how to face him.......i think i hurt him la...i hurt him soo badly...if i didnt take his car..everything wun even happen.......GOD.....HELP ME!!!!!! i didnt did tat in perpose de..i just go fecth my gf tats all...n i am not the one drivng..no one's parents is inform...but mine...cos its my dad's car...i got to tell the truth...how i wish i was the one in the hospital....den maybe he wun be sooo angry with me le....sigh....but anyway..im still glad tat everyone is kind of fine...from this accident....makes me knw tat life is unpredicable....death is just in a sec....i know no matter wat..i got to face my dad for sure...just see wat he is gonna say after wards...which i know its gonna be really bad....soo many things to face.....arghhhh......im dead...really dead now.....really hope he could forgive me...which i guess its really hard.....sigh....daddy...im sorry...im really sorry.........THIS IS THE BIGGEST LESSON IVE EVER LEARN IN MY LIFE.....n im sure i wun commit agn......
