Suddenly i felt moody....sigh..why? sudden lost...sigh...wats happening....ive got 2 projects on hand....sian....working like an artist like tat....but work a hell lot...hai..wat wrg with me?i really dunno...today early in the morning i followed uncle david to another sch for another project..well the sch is dam rich i think...they had soo many sponsers...so i guess our quotation of our work would be dam much...smile..den my pay also will be higher le...if my design is choosen la...well.hope we would get the job.after tat we went to have our lunch together...den i went to meet ah dear...cos she ask me to follow her fo rebone her hair...den i go lo...bought my lap top there..so i could used the time to do my designs. guess how long it was....7hrs...faint..i didnt know it would take sooo long for a hair lo...faint..but nvm la....forget it...didnt complain la..still after tat thought she could repay me by staying over at my place..since i waited for soo long..but guess it wasnt my night....brought her home to take stuff..waited for her dwn stairs..but all i got was a msg..telling me tat she cun come my house le..cos her mummy haven slp....n she just got home..like not v nice to go out agn..hai...i was not v happy la...really...waited for soo long...but in the end i got nth..so i send just a BYE to her..faint..dunno why...mood swing ma? i was kind of sad la..hai...after tat she send me msg i didnt even wanna reply...until the 2nd one..telling me how much she loved me...den i ask her to call me...but still didnt get to talk much la...she;s just too tired le...hai...im moody...why is she always soo tired? becos of her job...i know....so i didnt complain at all..she work 12 hrs a day...tats why i dint complain at all..when she wanna go zzz..i miss her...i miss her soo much..why cun she just stay with me,den i could see her every now n den...tats why i requested tat every 2 weeks once she stay over...dunno if she would go my bday...becos she still dunno when she will have her off days by then....God.,..if u could hear me...let her off on sunday ba~~means on the 15...let her off la...den on the 14 night she could come str8 over after work le..i would be soo glad to have her on my 21st bday...if she's not around...i would not be happy de.....im v v serious..i would feel tat im lack with some part of my soul..u understand?sigh...if she could get out of tat tiring job by then......arghhh..i dun think she is suitable for tat job...but still wat to do....forget it..shall end my blog here....got nth to say le...nite ppl....kareen tan......u!!!!!! listen to me....YOU R ONE BIG WOMEN TAT I CUN LIVE WITHOUT!!!! SO...DUN EVER LEAVE ME!!!!! DO U HEAR ME??? ARGHHH...
