I'm so bad....really a bad bung...i hurt a gal's feeling just now..i rejected her....hai....wat the hell...she's just so sad...cried on my shoulder..till my clothes wet...sad...i'm feeling horrible...i felt guity towards her...i'm sorry gal...i knw u are really a v v nice gal...n u loved me alot...but its just not the right time....i'm SORRY...sigh...i dun wanna hurt anyone..at all...i'm sorry...tats all i can say...i can feel the hurt n pain u r going through but u dun have to do tat u knw?its not fair at all...when i'm sad..i dun wan u to be sad for me too...i knw i'm a goal for u....but dun put in so much pls...cos u wun knw wat u will get in the end....sigh.....you r someone too good for me....n i knw i'm not worth ur love....sorry...my heart is just so numb...i wun knw when i will be happy or sad...n i knw i still love HER...n miss HER too....she's just someone i cun forget n wun made myself forget....cos i knw.....i still loved her alot alot....sorry gal...letting u down...its foolish for u to fall for me right now..cos all u get is just pain..etc...i'm sorry....
Remember someone said to me before...when u wanna love someone..dun be afraid...be consistance....and u'll win the person heart for sure....well..tats wat jasmine did to me before.....n indeed she did win my heart n soul.....well..even if she has left me..my heart n soul is still there with her....i miss her so much tat i dream bout her last night...was a v v sweet dream..i can still remember tat she talks to me...calling me hubby etc..say she miss me too..say i'm silly all tat...hai..how i wish its for real....well...dun wana hurt anyone now le....i'm tired.....just wanna be on my own now....with friends....r/s wise...let nature takes its cause ba...if she only knew...sigh..
Missing you......Sorry for the pain i've gave u gal....but i loved her....
Remember someone said to me before...when u wanna love someone..dun be afraid...be consistance....and u'll win the person heart for sure....well..tats wat jasmine did to me before.....n indeed she did win my heart n soul.....well..even if she has left me..my heart n soul is still there with her....i miss her so much tat i dream bout her last night...was a v v sweet dream..i can still remember tat she talks to me...calling me hubby etc..say she miss me too..say i'm silly all tat...hai..how i wish its for real....well...dun wana hurt anyone now le....i'm tired.....just wanna be on my own now....with friends....r/s wise...let nature takes its cause ba...if she only knew...sigh..
Missing you......Sorry for the pain i've gave u gal....but i loved her....