So many things in hands now.....dunno wat to do first...another night of misery hai....doing wat to say....but sad...just sad..n feeling loney......Do you miss me???? Or can i say.....will you miss me???...i really dunno....facing all these is something v v difficult for me...as i have so much things in hands now....but guess its good...cos at least i can used them to stop me from thinking....hai....
i miss you...i really miss you alot....nights are lonely.....days are so sad....didnt received any msg from you today....sob sob....its not like you.....well,guess you really gave us up le...hai....Why? hai...maybe time will heal all the pain maybe ba....hai...
Sad case for me.....sad....everything is so fucked up....
I dunno whether are you forcing yourself not to msg me? or even giving me a call.........or maybe...you have longed FORGOTTEN ME.....sigh.....but wat i can say is.....its really hurting me....Alot alot.......really alot.....i miss you...Argh!!!! i miss you so much....you meant so much to me....so much tat i'm willing to give up every single thing...just to have you back....
When ever i close my eyes,all i can see is flashes...hai...really flashes of just you n me.....memories of all the laughter...n pain/sorrows....have been drinking lately..wanna ease my pain...wanna forget everything....but guess i was wrong.I was worst....i'm sorry..i cried...cos i was in too much pain....Do you feel pain my dear???Do you?2yrs....gone just like tat...wun u miss those good times we both had???
You picked me up from my numbness........and now.....you put me back there again......
I'm left with numb/pain/hurt.....everything...almost everyday...i had to ask myself not to cry...not to feel sad....and when i goes to sch,i must act as if i'm happy.....do you knw???how much pain i'm going through???Are you happy???are you???hai......Tell me you miss me.......tell me you still do love me....pls.....i miss ur everything...i miss calling you dear/68 etc....miss having hugs/kisses....i'm now left alone....with all the memories to hold on to....if u ever sees this.....i hope you wun mind me calling you this again....just let me say all this here...thanks you....
Lao po....wo hao xiang ni ar.....wo zhen de hao xiang ni....xiang ni hui xiang wo ma?xiang ni de wo hui kuai le ma?kuai le de ni hui xiang wo ma?WO HEN XIANG NI...........
dear....i miss you.....can u feel the pain i'm going through?reading all the dairies n stuffs...made my hrt swell....bloging everytime with tears/pain/sorrows.....again n again....this is how much you meant to me.
If you come back.....i be good boy k.....i will ting hua de....i promise....dun leave me...alone.....
Lastly......i love you.......68....60 yong yuan ai ni.......a song tat goes....My friend keep telling me,if i really love her,i should set her free.....if you are happy.....then i will let you go.....i dunno how long will i take to take all these pain away.....i really dunno.....or maybe,i wun even forget all these....all i knw is....i'm loving you......n waitting for you...here inside my heart.....for ur return.........or maybe......i'm gone with the wind....just gone.....to somewhere...which will only have the memories of us both......take care my love......WO AI NI....................
Heart Broken..........Since The Day You Left Me..............
i miss you...i really miss you alot....nights are lonely.....days are so sad....didnt received any msg from you today....sob sob....its not like you.....well,guess you really gave us up le...hai....Why? hai...maybe time will heal all the pain maybe ba....hai...
Sad case for me.....sad....everything is so fucked up....
I dunno whether are you forcing yourself not to msg me? or even giving me a call.........or maybe...you have longed FORGOTTEN ME.....sigh.....but wat i can say is.....its really hurting me....Alot alot.......really alot.....i miss you...Argh!!!! i miss you so much....you meant so much to me....so much tat i'm willing to give up every single thing...just to have you back....
When ever i close my eyes,all i can see is flashes...hai...really flashes of just you n me.....memories of all the laughter...n pain/sorrows....have been drinking lately..wanna ease my pain...wanna forget everything....but guess i was wrong.I was worst....i'm sorry..i cried...cos i was in too much pain....Do you feel pain my dear???Do you?2yrs....gone just like tat...wun u miss those good times we both had???
You picked me up from my numbness........and now.....you put me back there again......
I'm left with numb/pain/hurt.....everything...almost everyday...i had to ask myself not to cry...not to feel sad....and when i goes to sch,i must act as if i'm happy.....do you knw???how much pain i'm going through???Are you happy???are you???hai......Tell me you miss me.......tell me you still do love me....pls.....i miss ur everything...i miss calling you dear/68 etc....miss having hugs/kisses....i'm now left alone....with all the memories to hold on to....if u ever sees this.....i hope you wun mind me calling you this again....just let me say all this here...thanks you....
Lao po....wo hao xiang ni ar.....wo zhen de hao xiang ni....xiang ni hui xiang wo ma?xiang ni de wo hui kuai le ma?kuai le de ni hui xiang wo ma?WO HEN XIANG NI...........
dear....i miss you.....can u feel the pain i'm going through?reading all the dairies n stuffs...made my hrt swell....bloging everytime with tears/pain/sorrows.....again n again....this is how much you meant to me.
If you come back.....i be good boy k.....i will ting hua de....i promise....dun leave me...alone.....
Lastly......i love you.......68....60 yong yuan ai ni.......a song tat goes....My friend keep telling me,if i really love her,i should set her free.....if you are happy.....then i will let you go.....i dunno how long will i take to take all these pain away.....i really dunno.....or maybe,i wun even forget all these....all i knw is....i'm loving you......n waitting for you...here inside my heart.....for ur return.........or maybe......i'm gone with the wind....just gone.....to somewhere...which will only have the memories of us both......take care my love......WO AI NI....................
Heart Broken..........Since The Day You Left Me..............