suddenly i felt sad......sigh..dunno why.......think of alot of sad stuff..like weather my wife will leave me one day....am i stupid or wat? i dunnoo...sigh....i love her...i really do..love her freaking much....but no matter wat she's still a gal.....sigh....ppl say nothing is forever.....sigh....one day i might see her leaving me.....argh....can i have her for life? really....can i? all i wan is to have a gal....to settle dwn with me...is tat hard? gal....will it be you? u love me right? wun leave me right? or am i just making myself happy....for saying all these....i trust her..i do..just tat..ive been through too much tat i cun beleive a gal would stay on with me........cos they also leave in the end...sigh...izzit sad or wat? i dunno....i wanna make her mine sooo much.......i wnana have her for life sooo much...does anyone knw? knw how i feel? i dun think u ppl knw.....sigh...suddenly sad.....why like tat....arghhhh.......sad....why am i sooo sad.....im having mood swing....am i? i miss her suddely....miss her sooo much...i wanna hug her......i wanna have her always by my side
arghhhh.....u knw.....its been soo ,ong ever since i felt this way.....sigh,tats when i love someone sooo much..then i will feel this way....and im freaking sure i love her alot...dam lot...its the matter of time weather someone u love would leave u? izzit? am i suppose to beleive it? i dun wanna face the reality.....sigh....i knw she loves me soo much...hai.......i wanna marry u...can i? sigh.....am i being too possesive? or am i being bad.........but im realy afraid to loose her ....how? sigh....can i have her for life? can she hold on to me for life? i hope so.....i really hope so.....baby......i wna u to knw...tat nothing meant soo much to me....but YOU.....you r someone tat i wan u soo much...u gave me the feeling of u knw.....i nv felt this way......i will give u soo much...will shower u with all my love....just to have u around with me.........no matter how long.....even of one day u were really gone..........im always here...still here.....no matter wat.......trust me~ I LOVE YOU....I REALLY DO.....Sigh......
Thinking too much le la.......think im mad....i knw u love me........n i cherish tat too.....loving u is wat i will do.....for the rest of my life~16 1 03
arghhhh.....u knw.....its been soo ,ong ever since i felt this way.....sigh,tats when i love someone sooo much..then i will feel this way....and im freaking sure i love her alot...dam lot...its the matter of time weather someone u love would leave u? izzit? am i suppose to beleive it? i dun wanna face the reality.....sigh....i knw she loves me soo much...hai.......i wanna marry u...can i? sigh.....am i being too possesive? or am i being bad.........but im realy afraid to loose her ....how? sigh....can i have her for life? can she hold on to me for life? i hope so.....i really hope so.....baby......i wna u to knw...tat nothing meant soo much to me....but YOU.....you r someone tat i wan u soo much...u gave me the feeling of u knw.....i nv felt this way......i will give u soo much...will shower u with all my love....just to have u around with me.........no matter how long.....even of one day u were really gone..........im always here...still here.....no matter wat.......trust me~ I LOVE YOU....I REALLY DO.....Sigh......
Thinking too much le la.......think im mad....i knw u love me........n i cherish tat too.....loving u is wat i will do.....for the rest of my life~16 1 03