Well..it seems like not everything is being well controlled by humans....wat is in the past....do affect the reality now...even if one of them dun mind....the other party might mind after all...sigh..how sad is this? nobody is after all...things always change here n there...im sick being a ball...im sick of being thrown here n there...but wat can i do?i cun do anything...cos i knw..i do love her alot...its sad to hear those words coming from her...when i didnt go think about it...but she does.sigh...suddenly felt losted....looking at the soccer feild infront of me,felt as if im like a ball......a huge ball tat was thrown back to the oast.am i not important enough?am i just sooo not important to u..tat u can actually kick me back to the past...hai....it was actually a nice day...but now it seems like a downpour to me...made myself soooo tired just now.....went exercise n stuff....punch every single angle which i could...to vent out my anger.....if i were to choose,i would choose not to remmeber every single thing from the past...i knw im selfish..but its really driving me nuts...im pissed ....soo freaking pissed with all tata.....perhelps some MIA might help....its been too stress after all....life has just stop right infront of me....sigh...all i knw is i love her......she makes me feel tat im not being loved by her anymore....dunno why....felt sooo fucked up....i will not go...until the day...she ask me to...and when the day comes........i will go.....n nv will i return....i'll be lost in the hands of darkness....n nv will i go for another....belive it or not....tats what im gonna do......its not a good think for being too kind.....life has alot of ups n downs......maybe being evil would be nice after all....she still doesnt knw how much i love her~ sigh....wat can i do to make u knw? i really dunno......can u make me feel loved?u knw......ive nv did soo much for anotehr gal....but u....maybe it takes time to let u feel.....i dun care wat others might say...i dun even bother wat others think about us...all i knw is......i can have everything in this world....but it does not matter at all.....because..(ALL I WANT IS YOU).....and tats already enough.....sigh....baby......dun go~i dun wanna go too.....just wanna have u right by my side.....n tats all i long for.....
=You're the key to my life =
Rain on the window covers the trace,Of all the tears that I've had to waste.And now I'm missing you so,And I won't let you go away.Stain on the desktop where coffee cups lay,And memories of you forever will stay,And the scent of your perfume,And the smile on your face will remain .
And I never gave up hope,when things got me down.But I just bit on my lip and my face began to frown.Cos that was just my pride and I've nothing else to hide,And now the way is clear and all I want to say is ...
=All of my life the doors have been closed now,And all of my dreams have been locked up inside.But you came along and captured my heart, girl...You're the key to my life.=
=You're the key to my life =
Rain on the window covers the trace,Of all the tears that I've had to waste.And now I'm missing you so,And I won't let you go away.Stain on the desktop where coffee cups lay,And memories of you forever will stay,And the scent of your perfume,And the smile on your face will remain .
And I never gave up hope,when things got me down.But I just bit on my lip and my face began to frown.Cos that was just my pride and I've nothing else to hide,And now the way is clear and all I want to say is ...
=All of my life the doors have been closed now,And all of my dreams have been locked up inside.But you came along and captured my heart, girl...You're the key to my life.=