After all these...finally im out of my job...so happy....i made the whole talk so nice~~didnt wanna make a scene there..n my friend who accompany me there thinks tat ive done a great job....n i think so too...told my friend tat i dun want this thing make until our f/s fade or wat...n she understand...well at tat moment..i think im mature..lol...think im really old le..lol..well had an arguement with baby~~sianz...dunno why she is so pissed with wat my friend had said..its like wat for....forget it la...its so long le...why bother to bring up the past right?well..darling~~i didnt help anyone at all...it doenst mean im not at ur side..its just i felt tat...there is no point bringing up the past...right? sigh...dun like to have arguements..sianz...anyway..i drank just now...my friends all nv drink..only me~~dunno why..just got the feeling to drink..tats why..sigh...wat to do?i really dunno...im just feeling like....kind of troubled? dunno why..tats why i drank...told my friend about my bung life...well..its really something v new to thyem..can sense.lol..i told them i love kareen....n i hope she would be the one for me....n only me....sigh...heex...baby~~ i just love u soo much...dun wan a little arguements then we didnt talk..sianz....at this v moment.....DEAR..I MISS YOU SO MUCH.......REALLY SO MUCH...muack...dun like to have argurments...You know i love u......muackz.......hw i wish i could hug u....every night...n wake up every morning seeing u beside me....dear.....wo hao xiang ni ar...muackz....huggies...guess u sleeping le ba....dun even care about me at all.....sigh...so sad........its ok la.....will wait until u cool dwn le...den talk to me de.....no matter wat..just knw tat...I LOVE YOU ALOT K?muackz....Lao Gong Ai Ni~~~
