After a week.....Im trying...really trying to feel happy when im working...when i got a feeling tat im not being apprecated..dunno why~~if not for the sake of helping my friend,i dun even think i will take all these shit pls!!! Arghhhhhhhhhh.....am i being too nice?or am i being too naive tat helping a friend is right?sigh...im so fucking troubled...keep telling myself it would be over soon....it will be de~~but like days pass n im still not v happy with my job leh...why ar? i can work at my previous work place de lo~~hai....why am i taking all these shit!!! kao~~im pissed...really pissed...i dunno why,they r taking me for granted and im still taking it!!! kao...im not happy!!!! im not happy at all...fucked up...alot of my friends ask me to back out...but im too soft hearted le....i cun~~dunno why..i do miss my working life~~but not here...is my previous job....i miss all my friends n the ppl there~~they r so nice~~~sigh~~arghhhhhhhhhhh........if i wanna quit,how am i gonna tell them? will it be bad? i really dunno...if i go back n work will i be soft hearted agn? i got a feeling i will~~sigh...why like tat...wat am i suppose to do next? I've always been a good friend....serious...nv have i fail to do tat...as for this...i really have doubts...so much doubts..argh....the whole day..i have been thinking about the job thing..sigh....arghhhhhhhhhhhh...................can anyone help me???One side is friends....anothe ris reality.....which one??? i really dunno.....kao...anyway...today is my second mth ani....congrat me pls ppl....lol...the only thing to be happy is whenever i thought of tat silly gal in my life....other than tat.....sigh....im troubled...dear....i miss you soooo much....muackz....love u lots...Happy 2 mths babe~~~~~ my love for u will just continue till the end of time~~~ i promised...muackz...huggies....
