Feeling low~~~~ Sigh......i wonder why passives like to turn str8? if they knw tat they will turn str8...den why in the first place they become passive? it suxz la...SHE turn str8 le....jas....well i cun bluff myself tat i do feel abit sad when i saw her friendster..but it all comes like tat...i'm afraid....i'm really afraid...i dunno why..gals can say soo many nice things to u...say they love u..say they will nv leave u..but in the end....they just tell u tat they cun hold on anymore....sigh...love is always like tat...its like a game of love...who is gonna be the winner in the end...nobody will knw....actually..i should be happy for her...as she has found someone she really loves...someone tat she has crush on to...love her back in return...i hope her current bf would treat her good...ten times or more than how i ever treat her...=smile=
As for now...i have kareen le...i knw she loves me..a whole lots...n i knw i love her too...i really hope she wun turn out to be like all my past ex..actually quite sad to realised tat all my ex...all turn str8...sigh...am i not good enough? maybe ba...who knws...but one thing i didnt regret or feel guity about..is i knw i've gave them all my love le...but its up to them wheather they wanna cherish it anot..i treasure every mins n sec with my love ones....i even ask my fling..if she's a passive will she fall for me..everyone says i'm v v nice...etc...but if i'm nice, why will most of my ex leave me?n go with others..which is all guys? kao...saddening... hao shang xin ar....=heart break= dear.....will u leave me like tat one day? i'm sooo afraid of losing u babe...sigh... if u were gonna leave me...i think i also dunno how to love others le...i'm numb towards most of the things before i met you....but now..ever since i met u...i've step out of the little box of mine...there r no such word like=ALONE= but....=With You=... i'm glad i've found u~~~ but i wun wan u to leave me just like tat..i wan u to knw tat i really treasure u alot..alot... cos ever since i've known u, you had made my day~~~ you r the light of my life dear~~~ ppl will look at u...cos u r pretty..cute la..tat is why...i've got the fear...but i knw tat your eyes r only for me babe~~ i cun imagine if i'm left one day without u..dear....no matter wat....Trust me...I'll Never Break Ur Heart De~~~ Wun Let U Walk Out Of My Life Just Like Tat De...Cos I Love You Too Much.. You Dun Brk My Hrt Too K? I Will Be V V Sad Too De~~~ Wo Ai Ni~~~Muackz Hugs Tight Tight!!!
As for now...i have kareen le...i knw she loves me..a whole lots...n i knw i love her too...i really hope she wun turn out to be like all my past ex..actually quite sad to realised tat all my ex...all turn str8...sigh...am i not good enough? maybe ba...who knws...but one thing i didnt regret or feel guity about..is i knw i've gave them all my love le...but its up to them wheather they wanna cherish it anot..i treasure every mins n sec with my love ones....i even ask my fling..if she's a passive will she fall for me..everyone says i'm v v nice...etc...but if i'm nice, why will most of my ex leave me?n go with others..which is all guys? kao...saddening... hao shang xin ar....=heart break= dear.....will u leave me like tat one day? i'm sooo afraid of losing u babe...sigh... if u were gonna leave me...i think i also dunno how to love others le...i'm numb towards most of the things before i met you....but now..ever since i met u...i've step out of the little box of mine...there r no such word like=ALONE= but....=With You=... i'm glad i've found u~~~ but i wun wan u to leave me just like tat..i wan u to knw tat i really treasure u alot..alot... cos ever since i've known u, you had made my day~~~ you r the light of my life dear~~~ ppl will look at u...cos u r pretty..cute la..tat is why...i've got the fear...but i knw tat your eyes r only for me babe~~ i cun imagine if i'm left one day without u..dear....no matter wat....Trust me...I'll Never Break Ur Heart De~~~ Wun Let U Walk Out Of My Life Just Like Tat De...Cos I Love You Too Much.. You Dun Brk My Hrt Too K? I Will Be V V Sad Too De~~~ Wo Ai Ni~~~Muackz Hugs Tight Tight!!!