Fuck........................ARGHHHHHHHHHH.....dunno wat went wrg la...my temper v good le leh...i also seldom vent anger on her infect like dun have at all lo...dunno why i just said something wrg den....dunno whether izzit brk for me n her...goodness...on our first month....for goodness sake!!! wat is wrg.....kao...i was quite pissed wat...like first mth ani..she also nv said anything nice to me...all she do is irritated me..but i do accept ma..the only thing is i'm kind of..BU SHUANG~~ dunno why...eeeyyyrrr......hate it la..now like everything is my fault like tat leh...kao...actually i shouldnt have said those words la...its v hurting de~~ hai...dunno wat is wrg with me..PMS? or too stress on work..but too stress also shouldnt vent angry la..sigh..now dunno wat to do...i love her..i knw...it hurts me whenever i said i dun love her..just now...goodness..like how i speak to my ex tat time like tat..which i told myself i wun said it ever agn de..kao....aiyah....FUCK LA...i v irritated now pls...dun think i will be sleeping la..goodness...gonna drink coffee later..still have 40 more drawings to go..but she is angry leh...am i not good enough?hhmmm....i dunno leh...why everytime must argue on the wrg date ar? tat time is when she first came back from thailand..den now is on our first month..oh god!!!!! this suxz man...I LOVE HER ......n i knw SHE LOVES ME TOO....we r just hhmm....dunno la...i dun wanna lose someone sooo precious to me just like tat....i said i wun let her tear...but i'm not sure whether she did just now...now i feel soo bad...dunno how...hope everything would turn out well ba...dun even think she will wanna see my msg tommor...well...shall see how things go...pray tat i'm alright with her la...now i must try to concentrate on my drawings..which i dunno whether i can anot...kao.....ARGHHHHHHH...........Sorry dear.........didnt meant to......really....sigh.....u knw i do love u...i promise i wun said those words out ever agn..k?=i swear=.....i love u too much le......sigh.....dun angry le k???????????????..Hubby Loves You......Sigh...=Sad=
