After 1yr plus....puking hasnt been stopped...sigh....afraid of dying...afraid of leaving this beautiful world..when i have everything...wonderful friends..parents...n of cos...my darling baby~~when will my puking stop?i really dunno...i hope i would be able to control it.last night..wasnt feeling v good,face turn green,cold sweat covering my whole face,breathing hard,at that v moment..i felt soo weak..so weak to even protect myself from anything..all i wish is to get home fast...have a a cold bath...so everything would cool me dwn...the min i reach home,my face freaked my parents...mummy says my face is horrible...colour changed...bring me medicine...sigh...i went to take a shower,and everything was OUT...nv have i puke like tat...goodness...i can feel death coming to get me.Its so unbearable..im suffering soo much..my throat is killing me and my head were spinning. Should i consult a psychotherapist? or is these all under control of my mind?i really dunno...sigh..my gal is feeling helpless..hai..i understand..she can only hear me telling her wat im going through..but she cun do anything about it.Times she tried to control me..but i've fail her..sorry dear..i didnt meant to..its not wat i want...i cun really control all these..i've been fighting for 1yr plus..but nth seems to help.I will have the detamination..to stop all theses soon...dun worry...i dun wanna be the first one to leave this beautiful world..leaving u all alone...i wanna live with u,till ur dying days..so i could take v good care of u babe~know tat u have given me all..n im sure u do not have none of my heart...u have mine too...always there..right in you..darling,i dun need girls coming to my life anymore..i dun want them...all i want is you..staying right here..with me~~
=I feel wonderful~because i see the love light in ur eyes~~and the wonder of it all..is tat you just dun realised...how much I Love You~~= As time goes by..i will make you my wife...my one and only wife to be..and looked right into ur eyes and tell you how fortunate i am to have you being part of my life...and how wonderful you are in my eyes~~Darling~~I Love You~~Eugene Teo Loves Kareen Tan...Till Eternity...
=I feel wonderful~because i see the love light in ur eyes~~and the wonder of it all..is tat you just dun realised...how much I Love You~~= As time goes by..i will make you my wife...my one and only wife to be..and looked right into ur eyes and tell you how fortunate i am to have you being part of my life...and how wonderful you are in my eyes~~Darling~~I Love You~~Eugene Teo Loves Kareen Tan...Till Eternity...