For.....soooo long i've not touch alcohol...i drank last night.At my friend's bday party..n after tat went to ecp for drinking sessions..lol had lots of fun yest..bitch here n there..lol since gf is away..haha but she did ask me to enjoy myself wat.as long as i dun go fool around with girls can le..heex..i've been a good boy la..dun worry baby~~=smile= Drank sooo much yest..Friend bought Whisky n I bought Vodka..with those beer there goodness..dunno drink how much lo..hahha Yest went dwn ecp,and guessed wat..michell was there too...goodness dax was there with us n her friend.Its just soo weird cos i really dunno how to face her as in after so long,i dunno how will i react when i see her.Dax n my classmate ask me to talk to her,but i dun really dare cos i dunno wat to say.So i drink more to have my guts..my mind has nv stop thinking bout kareen ever since she went for holidays.Just dunno wat to say to michell but i still made my way beside her asking her how is she etc..gentle man enough ok...i knw my limits even though i am drunk or wat..i still know v v clearly tat i have a gf.I was quite high n i asked to leave the place,so dax send my friends n me hm.Dunno why michell went in the car with us too.My head was spinning..so i lyed dwn on my brother's shoulder instead of her's...i dun want her to think other wised la..n i knw i will feel bad for kareen also..I'm faithful,i knw~~lol Anyway when the car reach my place,^She^ send me up.I dunno why i felt weird whenever she touches me..hands or waist..i just dun feel good.Whenever my head is pain,she tend to push my head on her shoulder n i dun like it.Goodness!!!Anyway when we were at my door step,she came in the house with me.I was like..shocked!!i dun think its the right thing to do la..anyway i dun like it too..cos i've got a gf le.n she's not really my type of gal..i want her to moved on with her life without me..I Love Kareen...n Only Kareen~~Tats wat's on my mind last night.Heex i just missed her tooo much..well she ask me whetehr can i tc of myself.then i was like,Yes i can but i'll have to close the gate first=meaning she'll have to leave first=And guessed wat!!She made a v v fast moved,SHE KISSED ME!!!on my face and she left.I was like...OMG..goodness,felt bad towards kareen.But i didnt do anything wat,i didnt even hug her back or kissed her back.i did nth baby...Sigh...felt like being taken advantage when i woke up this morning.I knw i msg kareen yest told her i was being taken advantage.But taken advantage can mean alot of things...sigh i'm really scared she will misunderstand me..but seriously...only she kissed me..i nv do anything...=I SWEAR=...well just got to wait for her return tommor night and see wat she'll have to say ba...felt sooo bad..sigh...
Baby...I Love You sooooo much...Missing u soo much too....Wo Hao Xiang Ni Arh......#16 3 #03
Baby...I Love You sooooo much...Missing u soo much too....Wo Hao Xiang Ni Arh......#16 3 #03