Am i happy??? really i'm gonna ask myself am i happy? yah i am..i am happy as i've got the gal i want..but how come when i know tat jas knw about it..i'm kind of sad? i really dunno why...sigh...dunno wat to do or say.Love is always like tat....saw her nick..and it was Heart breaks eventually..well maybe its not for me la...or maybe it is..but when i saw it..my heart just felt hurt.Cause am i not good enough for her? or am i too good to her le? i really dunno...dream of her tat night,dream tat she has a bf le..n its a guy..was dam angry but wat to do?its ok la...well just got the feeling tat she dun loves me anymore le...as for my feelings to her...its like wat she wanted me to do....fadding le...cos i see no point in holding on to her..she's not the same old jas i knw anymore...she's always busy with her work or her friends.but its ok...at least i beleive tat we still do have memories in our heart. I think after a two yr plus r/s..i realise i'm old le...i dun wanna flirt n i wun flirt..i dun wanna go here n there to look for another gal...i just wanna find a gal which really loves me..n i loves her..tats it!!! i wanna settle dwn le...but i'm kindda scared as in...words can be desciving..but i hope my nx one would really treat me nice..n be true to me..really...just wanna settle dwn...am i too nice???...but wun wanna be taken for granted...well..would be true to the nx love one of my life....not thinking bout the past anymore...gonna moved on with my life le...
