So tired... but looking at html codings and playing with flash files... photoshop cs 3 not functioning on my mac...Argh...next week calvin on one whole week leave.... i cun imagine how am i going to survive.. oh bro.... faster come back.... but anyway even if he is not in the office, he will be helping me from behind. cos he not going to work, but staying at home.. lol.. dun wanna see boss face... seriously, i can't imagine im working in a more than 3000 workers company. never have i imagine i would be hired for the position of a web designer. because seriously, i've got no foundation of programing at all! ask bro why he still ask me to go in... he say because i have video and design backgrounds and now all i need is IT programing side.. but still applying animation principal. with these 3, i would be able to have all these skills and by having all these skills, i would be able to get a higher pay. even if im not in SPH, if i can absorb all the skills from him, one day i can earn atleast 600 plus. he show me a way to earn 600 plus a day, and i was speechless when i saw that. i wanna be well paid, although now is still not tat bad.. but if i convert to full time, i would have more benefits and would be able to get better offer. everyday i work more than 12 hrs...i told bro to remember the face i had on my first day, and after 3 months. would there be a diff, and he said definitely. im really working damn hard now, and got home super tired.... think i broke a record, i actually slept at 11am 2 days ago. tat was freaking early for me though because im use to being a night owl. but now, somehow after a day of hard work, i just wanna go home n rest. but still, i got to revise and practice what i have learn when i was home. everyday i will tell myself, practice makes perfect... i would taste the fruit of my labour soon.... im praying damn hard on this.... anyway, im shutting down already.. freaking tired... shall update again... Good Night Everyone in this world...... Lala land is calling me......
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